Showing posts with label bad day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad day. Show all posts

Monday, November 29, 2010

remember that one day?

this rant is mainly for myself. i feel like i need to document it somehow, because personally it feels like some sort of tragic lifetime movie, and not my real life...also, it may make me sound like a big baby. but this was in fact quite traumatic...

i can honestly say, hands down, yesterday, sunday november 28th was in fact the worse day of my life so far.
terriblemy 'no big deal' 5 1/2 hour drive took almost 12.
observe:
  • bad weather started about 20 minutes out of boise
  • lost control of my car, did a complete 360 and slid off the road in mountain home
  • 5 minutes later repeat the above occurence. no joke. i actually thought i was going to die right then and there
  • cried for about 30 miles
  • found out the road to salt lake was closed
  • had to take the road to pocatello
  • hit that road just in time for the snow storm
  • drove about 20 miles an hour, fearing my life the whole time
  • finally made it to pocatello 6 hours later (it should only take 3)
  • stopped at hailey's house to stretch and pee (i have never been so stiff and tense in my whole life)
  • what was supposed to be a 30 min stop turned into...
  • snapping my key in two
  • getting locked out of my car
  • breaking into my car
  • and driving all over pocatello trying to find someone to make me a new key out of the two pieces that used to be 1 key
  • finally got back on the road
  • just in time for snow storm number 2
  • pocatello to salt lake took 5 hours (it should only take 3 tops) and once again feared my life the whole way
  • finally made it to my little apartment, absolutely exhausted, and literally shaking.
  • after unloading my car, crying out of relief, i took a shower and fell asleep
  • didnt sleep very well, because i felt like i was sliding or swaying. kind of like that feeling you have after you have been on a boat all day, or a treadmill for an extended period of time
  • but its all good, because i am alive, overwhelmed at just how blessed i am, and that dreadful day is over

Monday, September 14, 2009

boo

do you ever have those moments where you just feel forgotten?
like the world just keeps going, and you cant find a way to run after it?
sometimes life just gets the best of you.
sometimes i feel like i put 100% into everything,
and only get back 10%
if any at all.
i hate when i realize that i have been used.
when i think life couldn't get any better,
and then there comes the hand to slap me across the face.
im sick of trying.
for putting everything into a relationship or friendship,
and being completely un-appreciated.
and totally forgotten.

sometimes i wish i could just go home.
where i dont have to work for someone to tell me they care.
where i just know that every single one of my family members
would drop any and everything if i needed them to.
where i can walk through a door,
be in complete chaos,
and feel the most love the world has to give.
i have realized that someone i thought was a kindred spirit,
could probably care less if i got hit by a bus.
at least that's the vibe i get.
it kinda bites.


la vie d'amour et la vie vous aimeront en arrière
-whit sariah